Pizza Queen Gets Fit

Well, I ate like crap and I didn't work out.  I didn't snack at all this morning at work, including having any candy. A small success for a girl who never stops eating. I came home for lunch with the full intention of making something healthy for myself. And then I sat down and got really lazy. And there were cookies sitting next to me. There was just a few Oreos left in the box, so I figured why not. And that was the beginning of the downhill for me for today. I went back to work, and had a lot of candy corn (a seasonal favorite of mine) and had an orange soda. It's currently 9 PM and I haven't had dinner yet, despite the fact that I made sure to take out some chicken yesterday.  I also did not work out today.  So today is a big fail. But that's okay. I can only do better from here. 

So, here's another blog from me. This time, it's all about getting fit. I've been having a lot of issues with getting and staying fit lately. It has been a rollercoaster of being super on track one week and crashing the next week. Two weeks ago, I was eating really well and avoiding sweets, along with working out and taking classes every day. By that weekend, I was back to eating fast food every meal and sneaking snacks all of the time. It's hard for me. I have no idea why. The last time I remember actively working out all of the time and "eating well", I was doing it to win my ex-boyfriend back. I had the mentality that if I was skinnier, I would be more attractive and he would want to be together again. Eating well is in quotes, because I was starving myself. I have anorexia. I have had it since I was in fourth grade. When I graduated high school, I was 5'7", and weighed 110. I was a size 2 and you could see my hip bones and ribs. I had a thig...